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Friday, 11 May 2012

  • I had a dream today that I was in a crowd of people, walking against the crowd, as I realized that I was walking towards not only you, but also Adam. In that moment, I realized that I wasn't excited to see him and took the straight path right to you. In my childish dream you stated "You know I really like you." And I smiled and hugged you, as it was the only response I could come up with next to "duh." or "you have no idea." We proceeded to cuddle. What an innocent, adorable dream.

    I don't even know you, but you're lighting a fire in me that I haven't see in a very long time.

    This is all so tragic. 

Saturday, 21 April 2012

  • I've been really happy in the past month. I thought I was coming into my own, until recently, when I realized that it was because of the people I was hanging with. Now that I feel that they're sick of me, I'm sinking again.

    I don't know who I am and I don't know who I want to be, I feel lost, floating over everyone I know. I don't know where I belong or where I should go. I doubt myself all the time and try to block it out and ignore it, calling myself "brave." I'm not brave. I'm not anything, really.

    I get really lonely.

Tuesday, 06 March 2012

  • But you didn't have to cut me off
    Make out like it never happened
    And that we were nothing
    And I don't even need your love
    But you treat me like a stranger
    And that feels so rough
    You didn't have to stoop so low
    Have your friends collect your records
    And then change your number
    I guess that I don't need that though
    Now you're just somebody that I used to know.

Monday, 20 February 2012

Friday, 10 February 2012

  • Every time I come back to JMU I wonder how I got through 4 years of theatre school with all these damn negative vibes going on EVERYWHERE I TURN.

    Maybe it's just me.
    But Yeesh, I want out man.